Suddenly thought of writing this article when I arrived my office this morning.
I’m not Virgo, but I’m a perfectionism person in my own way, somehow.
I dun force others to jog on the same path as I do, but not my other half…
I always want myself to look good at all time but I’m not a vain person. I do not know how to do facial, I do not go for diet on purpose, I’m not afraid of dirty and blablabla… Yet, I need myself to look as natural as I can be. Natural beauty is most people would accept as beauty, right? hehe!
Although I’m a model but I never ask to be slim as a stick. I love my body. I’m satisfied with my body figure. I do not know how to take better care of my skin but somehow, after bath and I feel fresh, that’s the perfect feeling which I ask for~
In the sense of perfectionism, I always ask myself to strike for the best results. Years after till now, I started to realize that I feel real tired and exhausted. I wish to take a break and go abroad for travel… back pack maybe? Still, I’m looking for a perfect spot which can relieve my stress away and make me feel total refresh…
Somehow, my ex-staffs all complained that there’s good and bad to work along with me. Bads which I always want things to be perfect and for more I always say, Fully utilize your common sense and creativity! They always have a tough time to squeeze their brain out to get me a perfect job. haha!
Goods which I don’t actually force them to do a job till my satisfaction as I’ll do it myself when I think it’s not right~ That’s why I’m the one who’s the last person who got stress out from a job, haiz~
Since young, I’m a perfectionism. I want myself to be as perfect as a lady can be. I try to learn up as most skills I can be. I try all activities to enjoy my life to the fullness. I try to work as hard as possible to surprise everyone…
Recently I somehow realize, I lost myself. I do not know what’s the next goal which I should aim and I lost my path to continue to be perfect. I’m upset for a perfectionism person is actually not a perfect person~